first i want to get defensive.
the reason why i didn't post:
my computer is spoilt!
well, the situation is my sister bought a new flat screen monitor for me and my brother.
like, WOW !
yea, but ever heard of the saying 'happiness is short-lived'?
i never heard of it, i experienced it.
=/
we connect the monitor to my cpu ya?
then the first day it was working great!
you have no idea how big that monitor was!
it's HUMONGOUS !
i can see like EVERYTHING !

i tend to f11 all my windows, this monitor is bigger than those f11-ed windows !

yea, than the next day, it stopped working.
keep flashing " NO SIGNAL"
irritated me a lot.

yea, so i am now using my sister computer.
then tomorrow i will be going to jamie's house to do our biology project while playin mahjong.
though we lacked 1 player.
but, never mind.
but, as the germination project is all in the dead computer, i cannot get them out.
x(
very bad.

every time i do project with jamie and joyceT, i always screw up.
like--always.
well, i have to admit i am not a very hardworking person,
no point denying, it's there for everyone to see.
but, seriously, grouping with jamie gives me certain amount of strees, no offence dearest jamie.
yet, time and again i screw up.
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and, last thursday, zheng wei and people asked me to watch pirates3 with them.
luckily my dad disallowed.
because-! i totally forgot that i agreed to watch with wei'en joyceT and jamie.
PHEW !
or i think they'll strangle me.
so i'll be watching on wednesday
x)

think tomorrow i'll have a fun day !
we are celebrating wei'en's birthday and treating her at PIZZA HUT LOT 1 !
perhaps the birthday boy benjamin will decide to go too.
okay, forget it.
i just got the reply he's not going.
=(
but, it will still be a fun night out!!



anyway, i am well and over with that cup of tea that don't belong to me.
i am rather relieved than feeling a little lost.
weird, huh.
but, i rather it be this way
^^


well, tingyan is not going to o1chalet.
SPIRIT DAMPER.
every time she cannot go.
i was still thinking of sleeping with her!
as in, having girls' talk.
it's been a while since i talk to her face to face already.
just when i want to become great friends with her, we got separated.
but, it's the decision i've made, a decision we've all made.
and i've never regretted it.
it's okay we get into different class, let's all view it as a test to our friendship.
and sooner or later, if we don't split class, we might also get separated when we go after out own dreams and aspirations.
perhaps, this might even be a factor which strengthen our friendship.
regardless of what life may bring, at least we were friends.

friends, people that are close to you who impart certain knowledge to you.
some come and go, some sticks.
yet, both are equally important.

was telling wei'en recently liying and weixian were the friends who stuck since primary school.
and i remembered someone--vera.
she stuck by me till secondary 2.
we did not have a fight, nor a tiff, just did not stay in touch--still fatal.
i knew her since primary1
great friends since primary3
8years of acquaintance; 6-7years of friendship; 6 years of schoolmates; 4 years of classmates.
yet, 1 year of silence is fatal enough.
but, fret not, some time i will call her up.
because, she is someone important.
i miss her.
well, i guess she's the most mature person i've met and befriended and one of the few i feel comfortable talking and crapping with.

anyway, i think i deserve a pat on the back for keeping this blog for like 5-going-on-6 months?
though this is only the 31st post which is feat to me, though yianlu can easily do that in like a month containing 31 days.
simply meaning she post daily.
something i can never do.
but !!!!
i still deserve a pat on my back.
well, simply because from all my past experiences, i have never kept to having a blog, starting like 2 per year and letting them rot away.

YEAPPS.
so a PAT !!
and i'm posting longer and longer.
i'm definitely not sure if that's a good thing though, cause i think people prefer quality to quantity ya?
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